Mendung.

it is natural for people to sighing, whining and crying over bad things that happens let say maybe once in 10 months. they will completely forget or ignore the fact that they have been in euphoria happiness for the previous 10 months.

indeed, hujan lebat bersama guruh dentum mendentum yang datang sekali sekala selalu dianggap sebagai satu dugaan yang maha hebatnya.

sesungguhnya Allah menguji hamba yang disayangi nya.

frankly speaking, suasana mendung sekarang pun rasa dah cukup baik.

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sometimes things are better left unsaid.

Its complicated.

sometimes it's difficult to understand man. everyone has job to do and everyone in this world are given 24 hours a day. what i want is only some of your time for me. can't you?

i am not deserved to be treated like this.

susah la.

5 minggu lagi!!!

cepat lah...

woot woot!

A letter from heart.

Dear Aunty,
I have or should i say had a BFF. We have been friend since we were 13 years old and since then we haven't stopped contacting each other. There were times when we don't contact each other for a very long time but i know that we realised, deep down in our heart, we still remember each other, miss each other. During holiday, it's a MUST that we meet each other, spend some time to catch up and update each other. I miss that moment so much. Recently, she announced that she's going to get engaged and get married in couple of coming months. It was a real quick decision she made but that's not the problem. It is her destiny. At that moment, i felt really awkward as my BFF will move on to the next stage of life which is marriage life. I think that i am going to loose a good friend. But I am glad and very happy for her.

After she called me to spill the news, i thought that it was an invitation for me to her engagement event. But not. She said it was a very humble event and only family members will attend it. I was so shocked to hear that. I am her bestfriend if she still remember that.

So, on her day, i waited for her to contact me and tell me where's the place the ceremony will happen and what time. But no news at all. na da.

I was very upset. If it was me i would love to share that moment with the ones that i love including my besties. For her case, i know that I am the only bestie who live around that place.

I am hurt. Deeply hurt by her action. Then, a few days ago she texted me "I will get married on the 3 of Dec. If God will." My reaction after reading her text is " hah. Why do you care to tell me" I did reply with 2 words only "Ok. Congrats."

My plan for her wedding is i will go if she invites me and as only a guest. Not a bestfriend. I am hurt and still hurt. I know, if it was me, i will surely want her to be by my side, even for my engagement ceremony. Do i do correct thing aunty?

From bootcut to skinny.

it shrunk!

cerita 2008
this was the 1st time i bought a very pricey pair of jeans which cost me about RM190.00. it was from Dorothy Perkins. i bought this jeans after 4 weeks i consumed the Herbalife shake. at that time i lost quite inches here and there and this jeans was actually like a present for myself after having succeed cutting off the excess luggage on my body. heh.

it is a boot cut jeans and the size is 10.

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cerita 2009
it's been almost a year now. i left the jeans at home because i hardly wear it. i don't like to wear it because it makes me look fat. (i was fat indeed!). i am the kind of person who will wear one jeans for a very long time. until i found a new suitable and comfy jeans then i will change. i bought myself a new jeans this year from levis. my first ever levis bought with my first ever pay.

heheh.

back to the Dorothy Perkins-bootcut-size 10- itu.

during the raya holiday i managed to send the jeans to a shop and got it alter. i want it to be like a straight leg jeans. but the end result was quite upsetting. it turned out to be a skinny jeans!!! i was sad when i first look at it. but after i wore it, it looks ok la jugak.

this is how it looks on me.
this is the clearer version.
i really need an honest comment. hanna said i look ok in this. but a male friend said i look kind of a geeky-school-girl-who-don't have future in life. lol~

so be frank, do i look fine in this, folks?

footnote: i am salivating over these.

The unexpected planned shopping.

(the number 1)"The new fragrance containing notes of Sicilian bergamot, accords of ocean breeze and Italian sparkling cocktail Bellini. The heart hides petals of Tiara from Tahiti, lily of the valley and pink peony, while the base notes include accords of bright blond wood, sandalwood, white musk, which is a combination of notes described as a floral melody developing as Mariah's voice."

one user said this: This smell about top note like as you are zipping the sweet cocktail in flower garden but the base note for me like as soapy mix shampoo..

taken here

my comment: the bottle is super cute!

(the number 2)

Refreshing. Floral. Lush.

The fragrance is a harmonious fusion of invigorating tea notes, fresh citrus, and aromatic spearmint contrasted with lush and exotic florals, all blending with earthy woods and sheer musk notes.

taken here

my comment: seriously fresh!

welcome to the club!

big grin~