There's more to it.

There are phases in life that we wish it didn't happen such as putus cinta, lost the loved ones, fail in exams, dreams don't come true etc. They are such events in life that we call iincident which always means BAD. Seriously, who wants to be in a risky relationship that you know sooner or later you may loose it- the one you love. Perhaps many people have experienced it where you are really in love with that guy and suddenly he pulled the rope out. OMG, seriously the feelings are unbearable. You are still in love with him, feel closely attached to him in all other ways (you know when girls fall in love); suddenly he says he's not in love with you anymore.

Yup. Guys have the tendency to do that. I don't know of woman. Anyone have did this to anyone?

And at this phase of life you feel so lost, so alone, so miserable, so out of place. Everything you do is not right. And the person who supposed to be your lover have abandoned you- away. And you can't reach him or anything in between.

And you started to blame the Almighty of why this miserable things happen to you. Why the happiness doesn't last long, i mean forever. Why does your dream plan doesn't come true. Why?

You completely forgot the fact that you have been in ectasy happiness for the whole time you've been in love with that person. You have been so completely problem-less when all your plans go exactly you want. And at that time you forgot to be thankful to Him of that. You forget all the good things that happen to you for perhaps 23 years of your life; because once you putus cinta at the age of 24, you said He doesn't love you.

Have you ever ponder what did you do wrong before. Maybe in the relationship you have hold hands with the boyfie or girlfie. Or maybe more. Who knows?

And as for me, i've been so completely miserable all this while i've been away from my husband. It is misery yup. But once i encountered God di tikar sejadah, i started to feel calm. Husband has helped me a lot. We've been on the phone a lot, and go to and fro- imagine how much we spend on this.

I or the husband may did things that upset Him before that He tests us on this now. Realization it is.

Looking around me, i've seen much more complicated things happen. And i wonder why they still contue it when they know and realize there's no future for the dream- the so-called relationship. Don't continue the relatinship if you know there's no way you are gonna be with that person, sooner or later.

Baik menangis meraung sekarang daripada meraung 2 atau 3 tahun lagi. Because the effect is the same. Trus me. There's more to it when we don't get exactly what we want. We may get better.

Trust me.

Ayuh.

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It's true.

indeed it's true when you always think about the pain in your life, the pain will control you. you will feel more pain and tend to forget the brighter things (nikmat) that you have.

i think so much sometimes. i always tried to control my thinking to not think of the pain, and only certain times i can forget it. due to that im not able to sleep at night. i shouldn't have thought i know. the sharp pain on the chest, you feel like something clenching your heart, it's very heavy. and i sometimes cried to sleep.

think positive. that's what i always said to myself. jgn bersangka buruk, jgn fikir yang bukan2. ada hikmah di sebalik semua yang berlaku. Allah masih sayang kan aku to bring back to His path because i've been to obsessed with the world matter.

i qoute this from jaime's blog:

"jika seseorang dapat memahami dan menghayati takdir Allah SWT untuknya, maka dia akan merasa sabar dan lapang dada dalam menjalani kesulitan hidup, juga tidak bersedih dan kecewa ketika ditimpa musibah. lebih dari itu dia akan merasakan besarnya kasih sayang Allah SWT kepadanya, juga bergembira dengan pahala besar yang akan diterimanya kelak."

that is exactly what i'm trying to be. sabar dan lapang dada. i maybe stronger today and i know i need a lot more motivations to stay up and awake.

tq so much for jaime. it's such a good and beautiful words you put there. and fyi, aku baca sume entry dalam blog mu since 2010.

and now im enjoying a big bowl of cornflakes and milk in the evening. reminding me of beautiful times whan i was in Nz few years back. ;)