in need of a HUG again...

big big hug..i dont noe till when i'll be like this. think of this, mybe i need a rest but bler pk2 balik, no, i dont need a break, i need a hug...

I asked Allah to give me happiness.
Allah said, no. I give you blessings;
Happiness is up to you.

I asked Allah to spare me pain.
Allah said, no. Suffering draws you apart from worldly cares
and brings you closer to me.

I asked Allah to make my spirit grow.
Allah said, no. You must grow on your own! ,
but I will prune you to make you fruitful.

I asked Allah for all things that I might enjoy life.
Allah said, no. I will give you life,
so that you may enjoy all things.

i am so lucky to have all of them with me n i noe dat i should appreciate this. i still have parent who cares me so much, friends (mai, jie, edot, nada, nurr, syd, ninie) who'l be there for me always, kakok (i noe u love me tho u didnt say it), people outhere who may b stranger for me, tho u didnt noe me, but ur existence does bring big big impact in my life (equil, kaklong, kakred, kakjie n others). tq for always be there.i noe time will heal evrytin but i just need it more. n i need support.

:: life is too short to be wasted, njoy till u can::

i'l b rite back soon~

~hugs~