i'm finishing my 5 + 1/2 years study at the end of this year. which means that i'm going to start to work early next year. and earn my own money. (yuhuu).frankly speaking, i'm not really ready to move to the next phase in life. for me, working or having own established career is something REALLY big. yes, it comes with big responsibility and challenge. i don't know whether i will be able to endure all that by myself as i start working later. to make it worse, i wouldn't know where i will be posted to until this mid (to the end) of december.
since my parent will be away for almost 45 days starting end of november, it surely will be more difficult for me if i am posted to a place which is far far away from my hometown. i will have to pack (again),travel (again), find the place and place to stay.
having said all these, i sounded very pessimistic; which of course i shouldn't be. so then i must be optimistic. i will pray hard for me to get away with these and be strong for whatever is going to happen later.
since it's almost the end of the final year, some of us have decided to step to the next phase of life; which i reckon comes with BIGGER responsibility and challenge- getting engaged and getting married.
for me, it really is a brave and huge decision for that to happen in our life. it's not impossible yeas, but it's really hard to make it possible. how do you know that you can live together with someone you barely know, for the rest of your life. i always have a fear in relationship and marriage because separation and divorce is not impossible to happen.
i guess the one who's going to marry me really need to fire me with all the confidence he has. ah, unlucky him.
in short, good luck to me for the posting and the one in my heart too.
2 comments:
for whom the bell toll. gud luck! human always raise to the occasion. dun worry. :D
pakcikmz: wish that he read this. which i think is imposibble. :p
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