Ramadhan tahun ini.

hari ini, di saat ini rasa sangat letih.

after 6 periods of teaching i feel really exhausted. really really exhausted. i've never felt like this before. mungkin last week, tidak mengajar because the students were having examination. today the classes were only about discussion on the exam paper. basically i'm the one who did all the talking lah. what a NO NO right. and being so peculiarly rajin, i've successfully marked the students' paper last week.

wah. what a rajin girl kan.

since we started fasting, i've never break fast outside. ok. pathetic? yes. staying in twu, you don't feel excited to break fast. just sekadar makan untuk kenyang untuk puasa pulak the next day. you don't even feel excited to visit ramadhan bazar to buy food. because actualy they don't have any. i am being judgemental here. but that is the truth.

tanya hana.

kami pernah ke bazar dan pulang tangan kosong. hanya beli air kelapa sahaja. sahaja?

we cooked the rice at home, since we already have a brand new panasonic rice cooker. then, we went out to hunt for lauk. we don't cook because we still don't have freezer to keep the stuff.

i remembered when i was at home, or in ipba before, you will think or dream of what you want to have for the juadah berbuka and then excitedly and eagerly keluar mencarinya di bazar. which is basically di bazar ada segala mak nenek jenis makanan.

but here, we will go to the kedai or restaurant, and choose among the lauks that we feel like eating. memang tak ada peluang untuk bermimpi "rasa nk makan apa ye today..?"

sedih. tapi tetap bersyukur.

hilang sekejap penat ku. kepala pun dah kurang pusing.

petang ni, plan nk bukak puasa di luar. mahu jugak merasa bukak puasa di kedai kan. pilihannya? maybe Wakaf Thai.

off-topic. rasanya the not-so-brand-new PM is still in twu today.

haven't seen him yet tho. (haha. macam org penting)

sekarang masih lagi menghitung hari. owh. 18 september. cepat lah. dan lambat lah 26 september.

amin.