Balloon.

Ok first i must admit that this new layout or timeline or whatever they call for blogger makes me dizzy. As well as the fb new timeline. Still cant get my head thru it.

Hopefully by time it will become easier.

I've just cleaned the toilets, not the spring clean but only sweeping the floor of water. And i sprained my waist. Owh my.. since when that my body becomes so manja. Baru je sapu air, belum lagi berus lantai. The husband was asking me to stop and let him do it later, but me just being me, i cant let something (dirt) pass in front of my eyes without trying to clear it. Pagi tadi dah lewat to school but i still managed to spring clean the sink in our toilet. Well, the husband didnt know it since after he got home from work this evening. :p

I've been feeling so fatigue and short of breath these days that i woke up every morning wishing that im a housewife. haha. It's not easy for me to move like i used to before and i even have to be pulled up time nak bangun dari katil or the couch while watching the tv. Im thanking God for the transfer that i got earlier this year. i can be with the husband and he really is a saviour. Sometimes i felt so bad asking him to do this and that while im just lying there (like a fat whale) in front of the tv being lavish by him.

My current weight is over-exceeding and i cant deny that its going to reach angka '7' in front by the time i deliver my little one. i feel bloated, huge, bulging everywhere in my body, so heavy that my weight always put the pressure on my heels. im like a ballon. just that im getting bigger.

I just cant wait for my long holiday. But a part of me dont want it because i'll be leaving my husband here alone for that time while im at the hometown for maternity leave. i cant imagine he lives alone in our house here without me to friend him. and the fact that he will need to travel 70 minutes to and fro to his school.

i know you can do it baby. and whatever happen just remember that im just a phone call away. :*