75 days.
That's the number of days that i breastfed my first baby. I am really really sad about this. Firstly it was because of my mistakes, my ignorance. Second, because i always love breastfeeding my baby. It makes me feel real close to him.
Everytime he cries, i cry. Harder. This is very difficult for me. Each time i tell people about this i feel like crying. There are times that i secretly feed him that muizz terus tido dengan lena. I feel bless. But i cant continue doing it.
Im so stressed.
My heart dropped when the doc said that i need to stop breastfeeding to heal the pain that i endured since the last two weeks. It is called as breast abscess. The next phase of engorged breast if it was not healed properly. Once i stepped out from doc room, my tears dropped tak tertahan-tahan- for almost 1 hour.
Mummy minta maaf Muizz. :'(
2 comments:
Get well soon, Sayda.
Dont be sad! =)
I can only imagine the situation you are faced with. Tapi, what is most important is u have to be healthy first. And remember, ni semua ketentuanNya. Ada hikmah. And once you're ok, you can always continue to bf your son. InsyaAllah! Be strong :)
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