When i can call it a day.

episode 1
Jarod's latest entry was hilarious. have FUN reading it readers! this is like what we call 'jokes at works' as in the Reader's Digest.

episode 2
When you received this from a friend (female friend) to end the texting conversation:

" ok. muah cemolot.. "

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;)

you made my day lah. both of u.

happy weekends people!!!

Okeh.

i read (found) this in the library just now. actually, i just love the heel and the lipstick. heh.

it's even harder if you have a cute baby to take care of.

i respect all the super-working-mommies out there.

keep it on mommies!

Fat fat. Go away!

according to the weight calculation, my weight should be 115 pounds = 52 kg.

i am now 52 kg.

NICE!!!

owh. 5 more kg to lose.

Weehu!!!

Although without transcript,

I'm now done with my SPP interview.

big grin.

When shopping is a sin.

whoa. it strikes again!

the urge to get what i want. can i have this?

or this.drool~ can i have exactly like this?anyone knows any shops that sells this in twu. wait. do we have indian clothes shop in twu. do we?

Note of the day.

sometimes, life can be too cruel. but, you have to face it because you are still alive.

am i right?

I am not good with strangers.

there are times when i feel like don't want to talk to anyone including the people that i know.

situation 1
i was on a flight from kl to twu recently. a guy was sitting next to me at the window seat. as soon as i fastened my seatbelt i reached for my book and started to read. as the flight embarked, no one sat beside me (the aisle seat). so basically, only 2 of us were sitting on the 3 seats. i was sitting on the middle seat.

and he opened his mouth.

"tinggal di sana ke belajar?"
"ehm. kerja." (back to my reading)

"oo. kerja apa?"
"ehm. cikgu" (back to my reading)

"oo. orang semenanjung ke orang sana?"
"ehm... semenanjung." (cant you see i am not interested to talk?)

"oo. lama dah di sana? best tak duk sana? ok ke sabah. ni kali pertama saya ke sana."
" ehm. ok je. sama ngn semenanjung." (please. no more after this)

then, he might get the point that i don't want to continue this small talk. then, after a while, before he opened his mouth again, i stood up and went to the toilet. just to wash my hands. after i got back, i sat on the aisle seat. so the middle seat was now empty. and obviously, he wouldn't try to talk to me again.

situation 2
i went to a carwash one evening. there were 3 cars including mine. one makcik and one brother was waiting for their cars. then, i walk to the waiting area and sat a bit far from them. the makcik was sitting in the middle. of me and the brother.

and she opened her mouth.

"bagus kan kat sini. cepat. pernah ndak pegi basuh di XYZ carwash kat bandar sana?"

the brother looked at me hoping that i will respond to the makcik. i didn't look at him. i just played with my keys. looking no where.

then, the brother responded.

"kat mana tu?"

"dekat jalan PQRS. ramai orang basuh di sana. saya pun selalu basuh di sana. tapi lambat sangat. orang ramai.."
"owh.. ye ke. tak pernah pulak saya ke sana."

she continued.
" saya selalu basuh kat sana. pekerja dia ramai. tapi lama nk kene tunggu. kalau nak cepat memang x boleh la.."
"owh.. ya ka.."

she continued lagi.
" harga sama je dengan sini. tapi beratur panjang lah. ye lah. tempat bagus kan. semua pun nak pergi"
"boleh la pegi jugak nanti. cuba kt sana plak"

she continued. lagi.
"tinggal kat mana?"
"taman ABC."

and bla bla bla bla.

i just sat there. playing with my keys hoping that my car will be the 1st to finish.

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i am just not good with strangers. everytime i travelled alone, by bus or plane, i will pray that the person sitting next to me is also my type- doesn't like to talk to strangers.

i think i am a good daughter. because when i was a kid, my mother used to say- do not talk to strangers. and i do. till now.

i really hate strangers who love to talk.

so, keep the distance please. because i don't know you.

The moment.

this is the moment before someone face bumped on the track. the victory moment lah konon. thank you to mr carlos for this amazing photo of me. before i fall down!

Aduh. sakitnya!

pagi tadi aku menyertai acara kemuncak bagi SOT ke-11. iaitu acara 8 x 50 M acara guru dan kakitangan.

i was the last runner and guess what? i pecut-ed so fast and overtook the woman who ran in front of me. dengan sorakan satu stadium, aku berjaya menghabiskan larian di tempat pertama!!!

and diving on the track!!!

imagine what i feel. gile sakit and obviously, malu bah... depan sume students and teachers.

seb baik menang.

luka lutut ku. ouch! sampai sekarang berdenyut-denyut lagi.

I'm having the SPP interview next tuesday

and i don't have my transcript. ok. i paraphrase it. i'm never received my transcript from vuw. yet.

well. i know i am dead!

The screen girl.

that is maybe what can i call myself for the Sinar Obor Tekn*k kali ke-11 2009. it's held for 2 days- today and tomorrow in Kompl*ks Sukan Tawau.

so, what is my task on these 2 days?

i am responsible for the giant screen yang ditayangkan di stadium. at first, my name was under papan markah. then it's moved to the statistik. and when i went there this morning, i just knew that my task is to take care of the screen. apa-apa nak ditayangkan from the senarai peserta to the keputusan pemenang, it's on there.

it's not an easy task. i need to create the box one by one manually alligning them to fit in the content. it's a quite a meticulous task but i'm ok with it. initially, i was assigned this task with another colleague. but since i'm younger than her and i'm the one who learn everything from the person who takes care of this screen thingy, so i don't mind doing it on my own.

indeed i am enjoying it.
can you see the giant screen at the back there? with the red-orangeish font color? that's what i do. hehe.i never expect that i will do this job. sebelum ni tgk kt tv je masa sukan olimpik la etc. and now i am doing it!

so, the bonus of it is i'm safe from the face-burnt skin. i'just sit in the air-conditioned room from early morning till the end of the day. yeay yeah!

this is actually my first time to not be on the field during sporst day. usually i'm the one who will be on the track (running. yes) and on the podium as well. hehe.

When you feel hot,

what did you do?


i SCREAM outloud!!! in my chest.

sigh*

The call.

it is a very sharp pain down there starting since yesterday afternoon. i cant even sleep well last night. this is not the severity or mild annoyance but this is very severe pain. that interferes my normal activities.

it is monthly call but never it happened during school days. maybe im not this lucky this month.

how can i enter the class with this pain?

this is perhaps a real challenge for a career woman to endure once a month. the one that you can't escape from.

Mirror that lies. Not.

friends do say that i look slimmer now. and i've never realize i am this th*n until i look at my reflection in this mirror yesterday at a shop.

i think i am going to buy this mirror lah.

Looking for great insights.

i am reading this book right now. and i am really looking forward for the new insights of knowing and understanding the opposite sex in order to improve communication and getting what we want in our relationship.

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I'm off this afternoon.

since the school started (after the 2 weeks break) there's always activities in the evening. setiap hari petang2 ke sekolah.

and finally, today is the day.

but tomorrow and tomorrow the day will be the same as yesterday. again.

do not sigh.

but have a good rest this evening.

28 June 2009.

happy birthday. sd. 24.

birthday girl (?) with her blueberry cake

when i feel like a super-small kid again. haha

with the handball kids @ KFC.

sempat lagi catch 2 pairs of kain baju kurung. baju raya ni. nice eh?

No update?

for what had happened last week boleh click di sini.

• Hari Sukaneka Koperasi.
• Oscar Night.

your mc of the night.

hehe. this is one of the advantages when you colleague is also a blogger.

Puan dawn. jangan emo dgn saya ok.

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One minute breathing.

my life is a bit in chaos. i thumbed print at 6.48 am for two days sudah. yes. that means i am late to school.

a lot of things happened in my life right now. unexpected. many unsettled tasks to do.

due to that, i think i almost have a fight with sm. every night. yes. every night. sorry dear. the hormone is not that stable these days. and you are not physically here with me, so i am missing you so much.

well, what's more to say here. i have no time to update this blog. even to read the other blog. my in-hand diary is also abandoned.

i sometime forgot how to breathe. properly.

It's nothing really.

i've been saying this sentence too many times to myself.

it's nothing really. i can live without the damn god internet.
i can live without reading my blog lists and blogging.
i can live happily without the fB.

and fyi,

i'm not. not that really.

everynite i lay on my bed to sleep, i'll be thinking of what entries should or have i been able to write today in my blog. and what are the stories or news in my blog rolls that i've misssed.

gile!

well, the holiday is coming to an end and i'm still not marking my kid's papers.

i am enjoying every moment of my life at home with the 3 kids.but it's not the same if my parents and the other 2 sisters were here too.

i miss them!