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i went to the first math class today. well. it's ok i reckon. so far so good. im able to recall the math knowledge which already berkarat in my brain. haha. i've found a friend in the class tho. but im still thinking.i still have time till next week if i want to change the course. after the class, i walked to the quad. since this is the first week of the 2nd semester, there are booth clubs and food stalls opened for the students. it was so happening and havoc i tell you. there was 1 magicion performed at the middle of the quad. it was so exciting yet magical. i wonder how can he makes the bottle disappear from the bag and how can he swallow (put it into his mouth) the long and sharp sword without any pain. well. that's what we call a magician right.

then, i went to SUB building. to donate blood. as usual. as what always happened. there's always problem with my blood. hasilnye, i kene inject 3 times!!! sakit woo!!! for the first time, kene cocok kt jari. then, they found out that the iron in my blood is low. then, i need to be checked again. for the 2nd check, i kene cocok on the right arm. at this time, the needle is like the 1 that we use to sew clothes. sakit. but then, lucky me. i passed. im able to donate blood today. yeay!!!

this is the hardest part. donating blood. well. as you know. the needle used to take the blood is big. ngilu sgt. the problem is my blood tanak kuar plak. then the nurse have to shift the needle (angkat atas bawah- pusing kiri kanan- gerak tolak tarik). at this time i feel like kicking the nurse!! it's too pain ok. sakit tau. uhuk uhuk. but at the end she managed to find the right spot in the vein. then the blood flow out. after sometimes, the blood stopped flowing. eeeergh!!! then the nurse asked me to keep on pressing the toy's given. then the blood flowed out. but FYI, everytime i pressed the toy, the vein (tpt needle) felt like going to burst and it's so ngilu. at the end, i managed to donate 1 pint of blood. alhamdulillah. i save a life today.

both arms sakit. :(

im very satisfied with my effort today. although i have to endure pain before that, but finally, im so happy with it. well. i suppose. that's how life right. it has ups and downs. there are happiness and sadness. we wouldnt feel happy if we didnt experience sorrow. and we wouldnt appreciate the life if we are always happy. although we've been struggling with the problems but at the end, its all worth it. it's already stated and what we can do is to appreciate and spend the rest of the life given with bless.

special dedication to redmummy. akak, selamat hari lahir. i wish that your life will be more blessed after this. pray that the experinces before will just make you stronger. remember: what doesnt kill you, will just make you stronger. insyaAllah. may Allah bless you and the family always.

be nice to me. i give blood today.

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