Dear you.

This maybe the final letter for you until after you are born.

You have been moving a lot few months back that you sometimes made me difficult to sleep and sometimes woke me up. It's a tingling sensation everytime you move inside me because i know that you are there and Gosh, you are Alive!! haha. When you move and make my belly goes here and there, it always amaze me. How can you live inside there. Subhanallah God's creation. 

This last few weeks, your movement is lesser than before. And knowing that was because you are bigger now and you've grown so much, i feel so blessed. I know that you are there, inside me, doing slight movement from time to time just waiting to be out. 

It doesn't always easy with you sayang. i've been having serious pain and cramp at every corner of my joints and parts these days. When i sit down, it's difficult for me to get up and vice versa. Your unties have to be so patience with me that i've been ordered them to do this and that due to my difficulties to move. When i lay down, it's unbearable to just turn to the left or right.

My feet and hand have been swollen so bad that my marriage ring can only be wore until the nail haha. i've been feeling so numb for both hand and now i have to buy soft ball to do hand exercise. Sometimes i can't even feel my fingers. Sometimes the twinge to my hand is intolerable. I cant even brush my teeth, or hold spoon for more than 10 seconds. It hurts. Really.

And worst of all, every step i take is now killing my heel!!! Arghhh.

But whatever is happening to me now, i know it's for you sayang. And it's all will be over once you are born. Few more weeks to go. Daddy and mummy can't wait to see you and how will look like. ;)

Ya Allah, permudahkanlah segala nya. Amin.