Sometimes i have this feeling that i'm still in dazed; that im now hugely pregnant and am about to deliver a new life just in days now.
The expected date should be on the 25th but i just cant wait to see my baby. I hope to deliver way earlier than expected. My body just cant managed anymore i reckon. However im not sure whether im ready to do it or not. The labour i mean. and the pain of course.
My body have been having severe pain these days that i cant really sleep well at night. I cant walk fast, i mean the normal human speed like before and what i can say is all the 'urats' in by body have been ached. Like forever.
Husband will be leaving soon to Sabah in another week. And obviously that makes me feel worse. I just cant imagine how to face labour without him. Even now, i cant imagine sleeping with him without at night.
Perhaps this will make me stronger since i have few more months separating from him before i return back to Beaufort. im just hoping he will do fine overthere alone.
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